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    4/30/2007

    严重追捧《哥本哈根》

    是不是缺了自然科学这根弦?看到科普类的东西,都会触动偶神经。
    哥本哈根乜,把量子力学、核物理学和哲学思考杂拌儿在一起,引起偶狂热、严肃、持续的追捧。
    自从看过之后,跟有病一样,一遍遍跟着看,满北京城,哪儿演出就哪儿去看。
    今晚是百场纪念演出,激动中;最让偶激动滴是,偶滴严重追捧,有了结果,今晚偶得到了一张剧组给偶的赠票。
    太太太激动了,终于当了一回特权人士。
    而且,今早上班,发现有一画展的请柬。
    嘿嘿,长这么大,除了同学朋友死党的婚礼,第一次接到这么正式的、有文化的请柬。特为记。
     
    想了半天,还是选了八卦的tag。今晚看完这一场《哥》,试着写写观后感啥滴……待续待续
    4/27/2007

    the John Tusa Interviews with Michael Frayn of BBC

    The John Tusa Interviews

    http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio3/johntusainterview/frayn_transcript.shtml

     

    There's no getting away from it, Michael Frayn is a hard worker. Look at his list, ten novels, fourteen plays, seven translations, three films, a big clutch of TV documentaries and an opera libretto, and we're not just talking about volume, there's international acclaim, award and recognition for plays such as "Noises Off" and " Copenhagen ", novels such as "Headlong" and "Spies", and that's where it gets interesting. What is Michael Frayn about? He's very clever, no one who wasn't would bother to write a play about what might have happened when two of the last century's greatest physicists met to talk about the development of the atomic bomb during the War, or they wouldn't write a novel, "Headlong", about the scholarly intricacies of validating a lost masterpiece by Bruegel.

     

    Frayn is curious, ingenious too, his plays are intricately plotted not least because they often involve complex pieces of equipment as in "Make or Break", about a salesman of building materials, and he restlessly switches his perspective of events and people. Do you think you know what happened? Well now look at it or think about it from another point of view. Did I say funny? Well I hardly need to, this is the writer whose portrayal of heaven involves the do-gooding middle classes helping God to design the Alps . But in all this restlessness intellectual curiosity are there some unifying principles that bind Michael Frayn 's work together?

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    I'm going to start at the beginning, or near enough to the beginning. Was the biggest shock of your life when your mother died of a heart attack when you were just twelve?

     

    Yes I suppose it was, it certainly, I'd had a reasonably happy childhood, very happy childhood up to then, and it cast a very dark shadow for a very long time, but it did mean that emerging from that shadow in late adolescence was a great revelation in itself.

     

    In, in, in what sense?

     

    I suppose it coincided with intense friendship, with discovering literature and music for the first time, and it was like the sun coming out from behind a very black cloud.

     

    But the years between twelve and of that discovery, how did you begin to come to terms with it? I mean nowadays you'd be counselled which is probably a bad thing, but I take it you didn't have anything like that?

     

    No nothing like that and quite to the contrary, my sister and I were not even allowed to go to my mother's funeral. It was thought something would upset us, and because we couldn't think of a, a name for her, how, how to name her to each other we never mentioned her again. So that was, that was the way people came to terms with things in those days, and of course it is rather different now.

     

    You ought to be totally mixed up.

     

    I am totally mixed up, yes, yes.

     

    Well you keep it very well concealed. But absolutely seriously of course, given that your father was deaf did that also make the business of coming to terms with loss more difficult?

     

    I don't think that affected the grief I felt for my mother and I'd always just taken it for granted that my father was deaf. That, that's the funny thing about being a child you take everything for granted, whatever is happening around you that's the way the world is, and it never occurred to me to think how my father coped with his life. He got into this great tangle of wires every day to go off to work, I mean in those days a hearing aid was, was like the, the entire BBC transmission system. You had a, huge batteries in waistcoat pockets and microphones sticking out, you know wires all over the place, and off he went to work and he came back in the evening and slowly disentangled himself for it, from it, and what happened in the between those two events I never thought about, and it's only with hindsight that I realise what an extraordinary life he must have lead and what an extraordinary man he must have been. He was a salesman, sold asbestos, and he found it very difficult to hear what other people were saying to him even with the, even with the hearing aid, and he coped with this by humour, he told a lot of jokes and kept the conversational initiative so that all the other people had to do was smile, laugh, etcetera. Maybe that helped him as a salesman, maybe he couldn't hear when they were saying no we don't want the asbestos roofing, he just went right on selling it to them.

     

    Yes that's probably rule number one of good salesmanship nowadays, ignore the retractions.

     

    Absolutely.

     

    Was your creation of a series of mothers, at least two, maybe more, in your novel "Spies", was that a way of writing about the mother you only had for such a short time?

     

    That's an extremely ingenious question. There are really two mothers in "Spies", the mother of the character who tells the story, Stephen, is a bit like me as a boy, but his mother's not very much like my mother, but the, the friend, Keith, is very much like the friend I did have at the time and his parents are very much like the parents that my friend actually had.

     

    But was there any sense of kind of trying to recreate something which you didn't have?

     

    I certainly didn't see it like that though I certainly was interested in going back to my childhood and trying to think what it had been like at that age, and since I was writing about an age before my mother had died, the question of her death didn't really come into the, into the novel, and I suppose looking back on it, I mean a lot of people have said what a melancholy book it is and what a terrible time the children were having. I think even in a happy childhood children do have to put up with quite a lot. They do have a lot of fears and a lot of very contradictory demands are made upon them. All, all children know they've got, unless they're completely psychotic know that they've got obligations to their parents and their school and so forth, but they also know they've got a lot of obligations to their fellows, like not sneaking, never, never sneaking, never betraying them, which are often at odds with the first set of obligations, and resolving those, those contradictions is sometimes very painful.

     

    You said of yourself as a child that you had no imagination. What do you mean by that?

     

    I mean I had no imagination. I never invented anything, never thought of anything. All the imagination was provided by this great friend of mine on whom the Keith character in my novel is based. He had a very lively imagination. He thought of the games we played and we also kept up a, a running saga to each other of imaginary characters. I mean all these characters in this saga were supplied by him, the whole plot was supplied by him, in fact he told his saga and I told my saga in parallel and I had pathetically imitative characters and imitative situations which were just aping his.

     

    Yes, I mean it strikes me that the phrase, I don't have the imagination, could be said to apply to you, but it hardly matters because, and it doesn't matter, because you create and construct situations, but how you create them is a different process from imagining something totally different. I mean would you recognise that as a description of, of what you do?

     

    Yes, I'm not sure it feels like that, although I do a lot of careful construction, I do a lot of thinking about what I'm writing, most of that thinking is trying to imagine exactly what things will be like for this particular character in this particular situation, and also trying to imagine how things actually work, what will actually make someone do something, why would they do this rather than that. I, whether that's thinking or whether that's imagination I don't know, somewhere on the borders of the two perhaps.

     

    Mm, yeah, but because in, in "Sweet Dreams", your novel about heaven, heaven is just the middle class world of NW1, give or take a bit, so you might say that that is the lack of imagination, it certainly doesn't matter because the idea that heaven might be like NW1 with the middle class behaving as they do is actually much funnier and in the end much more imaginative.

     

    Yes well, well the, the basis of "Sweet Dreams" was kind of debunking the idea that you could have any absolute happiness, any, any continuous piece of paradise, because to make it work you have to actually remove all the logical connectives and in that world of heaven in the book as you say it's like middle class life in London or whatever, except that all the logical connectives have been taken out so people can do, simultaneously do things that are contrary to each other.

     

    And they can do anything they like and in the end doing anything they like is boring?

     

    Absolutely, they have to, they have to have some opposition to what, they have to be trying to do something, that's what makes people happy, trying to do something.

     

    I say that with "Sweet Dreams" you are looking at middle class life and I think I'd like to talk about your role as a social commentator which also gets us back to your first jobs on the Manchester Guardian, as it then was, and your Miscellany column where you created this cast of regular characters all of whom were very shrewdly observed observations on the current social world. What was your stance towards your characters, I mean you were critical of them but you weren't just satirically savage about them?

     

    I don't think I've ever managed much savagery, it was a rather difficult time from that point of view, it was, there was a lot of satire going on and a lot of it got very savage and I didn't really feel I was part of that ethos at all. All those characters in the column were very, very two dimensional. When I first began to write novels with "The Tin Men" it was a kind of interim form with a lot of two dimensional characters, as if in a lot of newspaper columns, it's like end wise. But the, the nice thing about characters, even if they're just two dimensional characters in a newspaper column is they, they do a lot of work, you subcontract a lot of the work to them, they do begin to think of things to say and situations they get involved in.

     

    Because you were writing about in the end your world weren't they, I mean they, they were the, the NW1 world with which rightly or wrongly you will always be associated, you and Mark Boxer, and characters like Christopher and Lavinia Crumble though somebody said I think that's a Mark Boxer character rather than a Frayn character, but it's yours aren't they, Christopher and Lavinia Crumble?

     

    They were absolutely yes yes yes...

     

    Yeah and, and I mean they, they, they entertained you and, and, and you, you entertained them, so you were writing about your own world weren't you?

     

    Well the, the system with the Crumbles is that there was a hierarchy, Christopher and Lavinia Crumble were cleverer than me and my wife in the column and they patronised us, they always knew what was smart and what wasn't smart and so forth and we, made us feel very stupid, but then there was another couple called Horace and Doris Morris who were stupider than we were and we patronised them or I patronised them in my turn. A very simple idea.

     

    If you were writing about now, that sort of column, who are the types who you would be writing about in, I mean there were the PR men and there were the socially knowing everything, who are the people who ought to be exposed like that?

     

    I don't know, I hadn't thought about it in those terms, but I suppose I'd be tempted to have a go at the, the world of sort of negative criticism. It seems to me that anything that anyone attempts to do in the world is comprehensively rubbished by commentators who know far more about it than the people who are trying to do it, and there is something so automatic about this negative response that it induces nothing but counter-feelings in me and I can't help sympathising with people who try to do things whether they're politicians or architects or anybody else, and I can't help feeling antagonistic to their, their critics.

     

    And you think this occurs particularly in the field of politics?

     

    Well certainly in the field of politics, no one can do anything in political life and get any credit for it of any sort whatsoever, everything is just comprehensively dismissed whether done by either, either party, I'm not talking about one party in particular.

     

    And that's even worse or different from what it was thirty years ago?

     

    Well it's a change, I think then we were just beginning to change from an atmosphere of, of general respect where people in authority were accorded too much respect to the, the present, absolutely legalistic attitude where no one can do anything without being, without regarded as either a fool or a knave.

     

    Or an interferer, because you know one, one of the themes which I think does come up in, in, in your writing is middle class do-gooders and despite what you've said, I mean a play like "Benefactors" about housing developments, and certainly in, in "Sweet Dreams" this puzzle of how God's planner, the hero Howard, can create the world in such a perfect way that it balances risks and opportunities for, for humanity, you know desperately wanting to create a risk free world but not so risk free that, that, that it's boring and that is the, the ultimate do-gooding fantasy isn't it?

     

    Well it's the ultimate problem of do-gooding, yes I suppose so. I am by no means trying to dismiss people who do good, I admire, intensely admire people who try to do good, but you, you have to balance all the time the intention to do good and to plan against the anarchy and independence and autonomy of the, of people in the world.

     

    Well and I suppose that really is getting very close to what a lot of you is, is, is about is that the unfortunate inconvenient a tension between intentions and, and outcomes which a lot of the time you produce in farce that the inconvenient outcomes are funny rather than tragic?

     

    Yes so that no human intention ever carries through into precisely the results that people expect, always something gets in the way and it's usually just the sheer complexity of the world. Everything is much more complex than we imagine when we're setting out to plan something. That's really what a play running at the moment called "Democracy", which is really about the sheer difficulty of ever getting anything done in the world when more than one person's involved, because everyone's got a different viewpoint and a different interest. Of course somehow we have to find ways of reconciling people's different interests, but it's always extremely difficult, and I think that each of us is very complex within himself or herself, that each of us has many different possibilities, many different ways they could go, and to get those differences reconciled into some workable course of action is often extraordinarily difficult.

     

    And not to end up feeling disillusioned when the gap between what you dreamed you could do and what you end up doing is of course quite large, very large, sometimes total.

     

    Yes I suppose that is the, the secret that every politician should have. First of all to recognise that whatever he hopes he's going to do he's, he's going to fail to do, and in the second place to be philosophical about it.

     

    Thirty years ago again, and I'm not going to be totally stuck in your past, but there's so many key things you said, you divided the world into herbivores, the gentle idealists, and the carnivores, the red in tooth and claw results merchants. Where do you think we are now, what would the division between two great social archetypes be?

     

    Oh carnivores have been in control for a long time with a few natural herbivores who are trying to disguise themselves as carnivores to have some, some limiting effect on their, on their fellow carnivores. I'm just thinking of the, of the present Government trying to pass themselves off as being rather carnivorous when they're naturally herbivorous.

     

    Why do you think it's necessary for not just the Government probably most people in public life to adopt the colouring and the trappings of the carnivore?

     

    I suppose the Left was always associated with the idea that you could see, you could actually use reason to determine human fate rather than just fight it out, and I suppose the whole idea of reasoning or reasoned social development was very severely discredited by the collapse of communism, and I think also we have, looking at it in a more positive way, we have actually recognised the vitality and force of individual human initiative, and I certainly recognise that very strongly. The difficulty is of course that some human beings have more vitality, more skill than other people, and if you allow unrestricted competition between people you end up with grotesque injustice, and somehow there has to be some kind of, of balancing out, some, somehow that the fortunate have to be restrained a little, made to give up a little of their, of their natural advantages.

     

    But in saying all this you've never been overtly political say as a Harold Pinter has been, as a John le Carre has been. Any idea why, why you, you never got more involved in politics in an overt way?

     

    I think it's a good thing if somebody tries to describe the way things actually are, rather than the way things ought to be. All in favour of people trying to change things and trying to improve things, but it's not a bad idea if somebody starts by attempting to give an impression of the way things are at the moment, which is always much more complicated than anyone thinks, and that complexity needs to be respected.

     

    Now you've switched in a way that I can't from the outside see any pattern to, there doesn't have to be, between writing novels and writing plays. Give me an idea of what the interplay, I mean you're very lucky to be able to have two major forms in, in which to work. How does that, that work with you deciding which it's going to be?

     

    Well the great difference between novels and plays is a very simple one. In novels it's very natural for the writer to have access to the heads of his characters, doesn't have to but if you think of all the novels you've read where people, where the writer says things like he decided to do so and so, she felt bitter resentment, he was overcome by a wave of happiness, all this seems absolutely perfectly natural in a novel and what it implies is the writer knows everything about the thoughts and feelings of the character he's talking about. Well that is not possible in a play. In a play all we have is characters talking and doing things, and of course they can tell us how they feel, they can tell us why they did something.

     

    I see that's a description of the difference, but how do you find yourself saying this is going to be a play or this is going to be a novel?

     

    Well some stories you need to be inside the heads of the characters and some you don't. With "Spies" you really do need to know what that little boy is thinking about, what he sees, that is the story about how he interprets what's in front of his eyes. With "Copenhagen" the, the story is why did Werner Heisenberg go to Copenhagen in, in 1941 to meet Niels Bohr, and if I'd had absolute knowledge of Heisenberg's intentions it would have been a very short novel, I would have said Werner Heisenberg went to Copenhagen in order to talk to Niels Bohr about such and such, the end of the book, and I naturally wanted to spin it out for a lot more than that, and since none of us does have access to Heisenberg's intentions, people have endlessly speculated on them, this seems to me worth trying to reproduce in a play. I have to say that Heisenberg seems to me didn't have absolute access to his intentions and none of us does, I mean we, we can, we all have to make estimates of what our intentions are just like anybody else does and, and often they're worse ones because we want to give a better impression of ourselves, or we want to, we want to think well of ourselves, or we, or sometimes we want to think ill of ourselves, and if I tell you I've done something for some noble motive you looking at me from the outside may well say that's not so, you're just doing it for the money, or to make yourself popular or whatever.

     

    Are you equally happy in writing both forms, once you've decided which form it's going to be?

     

    Yes I, I find writing quite hard work I must say and I've had difficulties with, with both. I suppose the things that I've had most difficulties with have been plays, "Noises Off", " Copenhagen " and "Democracy" I, I had a great struggle with each of them and had to write many, many drafts. It's very compact, the plays, the plays are very short, I mean even the longest play is very short compared with a novel, you can't hang around, you have to get going.

     

    I'm always struck by when I read the text of a play that I often find them very different, difficult to read because what is put into the mouths of the characters is so short, so terse, so telegraph, it's a completely different style even of writing dialogue isn't it?

     

    It is, it's, dialogue's in, dialogue in plays is different. It took me, I started writing plays long after I started, I wrote novels, and it took me quite a long time to appreciate how different dialogue is for the stage.

     

    There's an interesting case in a novel you wrote called "Now You Know", about a rambunctious political dirt dealer and exposer, and the novel's told from about six different viewpoints, it wasn't judged to work as a novel but then you tried to turn it into a play. Was that because you thought there's so much dialogue and so many people it's got to work on the stage?

     

    This is the only time I've been really radically uncertain as to whether something was a novel or a play and I first tried to write it as a play and I wrote a draft of it as a play and just couldn't make it work, and I thought what's the problem, what's the problem, it's that I do need to know and be able to explain what each of those characters is thinking, how they interpret the situation. So I then wrote it as a novel and as you say had access to each of the characters in turn, so each of them takes a turn, a turn at telling the story and they tell us what they're thinking. Then after I'd done that some time went by and I thought well now I've done that why don't I go back to the situation we're in in life with most people most of the time, everyone in the world except ourselves of not knowing what the story is from the inside and look at them all from the outside in a play. Now I have private, more knowledge about what's going on, but I have to say neither the novel nor the play was judged to be of much interest.

     

    Oh I think it's, it, it reads very, it reads very well actually the, the novel. Of course one of the things that you are constantly doing is turning things inside out, "Noises Off" I suppose being the most obvious and the best known. Just at this stage let's see whether it works and see if we can play a little game, that is if you were about to do one of your inside out, back to front, how do things really appear tricks on what we're doing now, how do you think you might approach it, what sort of inversion do you think you might introduce?

     

    Well I suppose it's likely that what would catch my imagination is your situation of interviewing some person you've known for many years, who's turned up in the studio and you've done a lot of work reading all his books and whatnot, and now you've got to talk to him for forty five minutes, and I suppose then that's what would turn my imagination on, so I would since I know what the situation is from my own point of view as the interviewee, so I would be tempted to do it as a narrative, a fictitious narrative written from your point of view.

     

    4/24/2007

    都进来学习一下,聪明人是如何回答白痴问题滴

    1.你会因为所爱的人另有所爱而终身不嫁/娶么?
    - 不会,一定有能和我相爱的人
    2.假如老天就只给你3天的时间可以活,你打算怎么度过这宝贵的3天,期待有什么样的事发生呢?
    - 期待三天变三万天啊,这个问题太笨
    3.谈谈你未来10年的远大计划吧。
    - 过日子
    4.心目中的白马王子/公主是誰?
    - 从没
    5.如果遇到火灾,你第一会带走的是什么?
    - 冬天的话,带被子
    6.第一次失眠是什么时候,为了什么事情失眠?
    - 小学,春游前兴奋综合症
    7.最近一次失眠是为了什么事?
    — 前天啊,命苦,为了赶活儿
    8.男人和女人之间可能有纯粹的友谊吗?
    — 有。偶尔做爱与当朋友不抵触吧
    9.2007年最大的愿望是什么?
    — 给自己赚间房
    10.另一半如果出轨的话,你会怎么做?
    — 不变应万变
    11.你对暧昧的理解是什么?
    — 有趣的人才渴望暧昧
    12.现在最想见的人是谁以及最想和他/她说的话?
    — 老妈
    13.虽然是大家基本都恋爱,也有着”老公”/”老婆”,但,听说再甜蜜的情侣一听到结婚,心理也要哆嗦一下,请问:你的那一半给你提”明天我们就去结婚吧?!”,你心理”哆嗦”吗?你心理会考虑什么呢?
    — 会。日日相对总会厌倦。
    14.说一本你最喜欢的书吧?可以的话再说说为什么吧。
    — 无个性者。大家都挺没个性的,其实。
    15.听过最伤感的诗或词是什么?
    — 取次花丛懒回顾,半缘修道半缘君。
    16.(楠楠的问题):结婚需要什么必备条件?
    — 起码要看着顺眼吧;以后不顺眼了,也不会随意抛弃责任
    17.(小欣的问题):对生活的最好想象是什么?
    — 这样的问题似乎是在扼杀想像力,不回答了
    18.(走来走去的问题):如果你爱一个人,无论有一天发生什么事,你真的会恨他/她么?
    —困困说:逻辑好像有点混乱吧,我同意
    19.(zhuzhu的问题):如果结婚之后发现你的另一半性功能有障碍你会离婚么?说说理由。
    — 障碍到什么程度?反问
    20.(ZhangV的问题):早晚要死,活着为啥?
    —活到死的那一天嘛
    21.(木木白水的问题):不谈恋爱的人会心理变态么?理由是什么。
    — 她/他一定是另有所爱
    22. (柴柴的问题):你有理想吗?你会花一辈子去实现吗?
    — 有啊,一个问心无愧的人生
    23. (花花的问题)你的拿手菜是什么?结婚后会天天给他/她下厨吗~
    —几乎没。如果他愿意吃。
    24. (fujia的问题)能忍受和bf/gf分开多久?不能忍受了怎么办?
    — 我更关心能忍受在一起多久的问题
    25.(Riley的问题)你会因为一个人的长相而在第一时间给他/她的人品做定位吗?匿名举个列子吧~
    — 能。一个人应该多少为她/他自己的长相负责——我指的是没经过休整的哈
    26.(a萍)大家觉得异地恋能长久吗?
    — 不能。
    27.(joker)找不到满意的工作你会继续读书吗?
    — 还能怎办?
    28,(卿青)如果你爱一个人比他(爱)你更多,你会怎么办?
    — 撤。
    29.(泉岭)如果我点你回答这么多问题,你丫会不会想抽我?
    — 脚丫子都能肯定地回答你。
    30.(黎简)喜欢独自生活是个好习惯么?
    — 只是一个习惯,未必是好习惯
    31.(困困)最喜欢吃什么?
    白痴丫头问白痴问题,是不是我最喜欢吃什么,你都回来请我啊?
    32.(打死)终于完了,这该死的白痴游戏是谁发明的?
    我不点,怕被人追杀。
     
    4/23/2007

    布拖县六个乡镇致孤儿童调查报告(转载)

    凉山彝族自治州布拖县6个乡镇的致孤儿童调查分析报告
    发表时间:2007-1-30 13:29:16  
           来源:百蹊助学社区  http://www.baixi.org/bbs/index.php

     

    凉山彝族自治州布拖县6个乡镇的致孤儿童调查分析报告

    杨平珏、张向辉、崔晓玲 马吟秋、金同喜

    凉山彝族自治州是中国毒品和艾滋病问题最严重的地区之一,而布拖县又是凉山毒品泛滥的典型地区。1998年的高峰时全县在册吸毒人员达1457人。从这些吸毒人员中累计检测出的艾滋病病人和感染者有3百多例。

    目前,凉山地区的吸贩毒现象已经得到了一定程度上的控制,但是,艾滋病正在从高危人群向一般人群扩散的趋势;毒品、艾滋病造成的贫困和社会结构的失衡现象严峻;妇女和儿童的处境日益恶化。由于艾滋病感染者已进入发病死亡期,在这些毒品泛滥和艾滋病流行的村寨,出现了数量不少的孤儿和无人照料的孩子。此外,由于当地人习惯早婚早育,每个家庭普遍生育2-4个孩子(政策允许少数民族生育2-3个孩子),所以,这里受艾滋病影响儿童的问题比河南等地要严重得多。

    为了确定掌握受毒品和艾滋病伤害儿童的具体情况,为今后采取救援行动积累资料。2005年7月,在中央民族大学西部发展研究中心和凉山彝族妇女儿童发展中心的支持下,我们中央民族大学民族学与社会学学院的36名研究生和本科生,在侯远高、张铭心等老师的带领下,深入凉山州布拖县,对布拖片区5乡1镇的致孤儿童进行全面普查,由此,迈上了专题调研与社会行动相结合的人文关怀之路。

    一、社区背景及调查过程

    布拖县布拖片区辖沙洛、木尔、拉达、九都、乌科和特木里等5乡1镇,47个村民委员会,204个村民小组,共8723户,32523人。2004年全片区工农总产值为3540万,平均年收入为1358元/人;粮食18777吨,年均人为590千克。四畜存栏11.1万头。当地主要粮食作物为洋芋、玉米、荞子、杂豆、黄豆、燕麦等,经济作物为油菜、大麻、土烟,经济林有柏树、杨树、苹果树、花椒树、核桃树等。
    布拖片区中间是平坝,四周是高山,县城在坝子中间。这里交通相当比较便利,受外来文化影响大,人口大量外流,属于毒品的重灾区。截止2004年末,仅特木里镇登记在册的吸毒人员就有353人,其中长期吸毒的有127人;木尔乡现有121人吸毒,其中15人为女性;25人患有艾滋病,其中2人为女性(性传播)。

    我们把36名同学分成6个小组,每个组负责调查一个乡镇。目标人群是父母双亡或父母一方死亡的十八岁以下儿童。另外,有的组还把那些父亲外流失踪或被判刑而母亲又改嫁的儿童也列入调查对象。调查大部分采取入户的方式进行,少数距离比较远、农户居住比较分散的村寨,我们采取集中调查的方式进行登记和询问。在为期15天的调查中,共涉及孤儿1538名及其抚养家庭895户。

    二、孤儿现状及分析1、孤儿的人口学特征

    布拖片区有32523人口,孤儿数为1538人,占总人口的4.73%;有8723户,抚养孤儿户为895户,占总户数的10.26%。从整体来看,全县孤儿户和非孤儿户达1:10,由此说明该县孤儿问题相当严重,而毒品是造成大规模孤儿的重要因素。被调查的47个村的孤儿规模、生存现状、致孤原因、家庭条件等各不相同(见表一、图一)。

    表一各乡镇孤儿的规模

    地区

    孤儿家庭(户)

    孤儿人数(人)

    特木里镇

    317

    490

    达拉乡

    107

    175

    沙洛乡

    120

    218

    木尔乡

    124

    188

    九都乡

    193

    350

    乌科乡

    38

    65




    图一各乡镇孤儿规模比较

    表一各乡镇孤儿的规模

    地区

    孤儿家庭(户)

    孤儿人数(人)

    特木里镇

    317

    490

    达拉乡

    107

    175

    沙洛乡

    120

    218

    木尔乡

    124

    188

    九都乡

    193

    350

    乌科乡

    38

    65

    资料来源:根据调查问卷整理所得。

    图一表明特木里镇的孤儿家庭数和孤儿数最多,其次是九都乡、沙洛乡、木尔乡、达拉乡、乌科乡。孤儿规模出现地区性分布状况和各乡镇所处的地理位置密切相关,位于交通相对便捷的乡受毒品侵害较严重,地处交通不便的深山区乡镇受毒品侵袭较小,全县以特木里镇为毒品重灾区向深山区逐渐蔓延。

    2、孤儿的生存现状

    从孤儿被抚养的情况来看,全县孤儿以单亲家庭抚养为主共419户,占孤儿总户数的46.82%,其次是隔代抚养的共343户,占孤儿总户数的38.32%,第三是无人抚养的共80户,占孤儿总户数的8.94%,第四是由亲属抚养的共53户,占孤儿总户数的5.92%。
    一般而言,单亲家庭大都是父亲去世母亲在家,这类孤儿的生存状况相对较好;隔代抚养和亲属抚养主要是由于父母双亡、或父亲死亡母亲改嫁后没有承担抚养孩子的义务,这类家庭主要依靠亲戚帮助劳动、供给口粮或直接收养等方式来保证孤儿的基本生存。同时由于当地经济欠发达,许多家庭都处在温饱的边缘,对这类孩子也只是尽力而为,在无法再继续抚养的情况下,部分孩子不得不变成流浪儿;无人抚养的孤儿大都靠邻里接济或自己拣拾废品为生,过着半饥半饱的生活。还有一批为数不多的类孤儿,他们生活状况和孤儿极为相近。因其父母外流或正服刑无法承担抚养义务所致。外流人员中大多是吸毒人员,为满足毒瘾需大量毒资,他们大都在外地从事贩毒、盗窃、抢劫等违法犯罪活动,给各地治安带来较大困难。

    从孤儿被抚养家庭的经济收入来看,农业生产方式是895户孤儿家庭经济收入的重要手段,农业经济是其家庭经济的主要成份,其他经济成分甚微。家庭年现金收入在500元以下的占总数的66.97%(见表二),年收入1200元以上的家庭不足10%。

    表二年现金收入在500元以下的家庭的收入分段比例
    50元以下
    50—100元
    100—200元
    200—300元
    300—500元
    500元以上
    27.26%
    19.38%
    29.83%
    12.66%
    11.37%
    3.49%
    资料来源:根据调查问卷整理并处理所得。

    图二年收入在500元以下的家庭的收入分段构成

    从年收入在500元以下的家庭收入分段构成来看,当地居民家庭的货币收入相当低,年收入在100—200元和50元的家庭占大多数,500元以上的仅占3.49%。

    由于经济水平较低,房屋大都是破旧的土坯房,有的屋顶没有盖瓦,只用塑料布遮挡以避风雨;有的至今仍人畜混居,卫生条件极差。生活在当地的居民大都面黄肌瘦,尤其是正需要营养的儿童更为明显。村民一天三顿以土豆为主,很少吃大米和新鲜蔬菜,肉、蛋、奶等食品对他们来说犹如奢侈品。处在物质极其匮乏的状态。

    3、孤儿的受教育现状

    片区孤儿总数为1538人,其中男孩866人,占孤儿总数的56.31%,女孩672人,占孤儿总数的43.69%。在这些孤儿中,有1115人正处于学龄阶段(≥7岁,≤18岁),占孤儿总数的72.50%,其中男孩642人,占男性孤儿的74.14%,女孩473人,占女性孤儿的70.39%。如果按七岁未读书就视为失学,未完成九年义务教育视为辍学,则受小学教育的为447人,占学龄孤儿总数的40.09%,受初中教育的仅为8人,占学龄孤儿的0.72%;在读孤儿共为455人,占孤儿总数的29.58%,占学龄孤儿的40.81%。经进一步统计分析,孤儿的受教育状况表现出四大特征:
    第一,失学率高。总失学率为39.37%,其中男孩的失学率为29.60%,女孩的失学率为52.64%,女孩的失学率远远高于男孩。
    第二,辍学率高。男孩的辍学率为24.77%,女孩的辍学率为14.78%,男孩辍学率高于女孩。
    第三,当地居民受教育水平普遍偏低。由于失学率和辍学率都较高,大多数孤儿连小学都没有读完,致使初中生数明显减少。全县孤儿在读初中人数占在读总数的1.76%,占学龄孤儿总数的0.72%,能初中毕业孤儿犹如凤毛麟角。
    第四,受重男轻女思想的影响,女孤儿的辍学率低于男孤儿,失学率比男孤儿高出近一倍。女孩上学的机会大大小于男孩。当地妇女的扫盲工作和女童的基础教育工作仍十分艰巨。虽然当地政府已采取相应措施,但由于经济基础相当薄弱,孤儿们要顺利完成九年义务教育有相当困难。如果失学率和辍学率一直居高不下,将阻碍我国全面普九目标的实现。

    4、孤儿的健康状况

    这些孤儿由于缺乏食物和营养,健康状况普遍比其他孩子要差。特别是那些涉艾、涉毒家庭的儿童由于父母遗传等原因,患病的比较多。另外,当地人既不注重公共卫生也不注重家庭和个人卫生,村里的牛、羊、猪等家禽到处乱跑、便溺污染水源;人畜混居,门前积肥,苍蝇、蚊子乱飞;靠火塘烧饭,满屋是烟;村民不习惯刷牙,也很少洗澡洗衣。这些都给病菌的传播提供了便利条件。

    三、孤儿产生的原因分析

    1、疾病是儿童致孤的首要原因

    我们调查的最重要一项内容是了解这些孤儿父母的死亡原因,但是,当询问孤儿本人及其抚养人时,大多数都说不清楚死因。只是笼统的告诉我们是死于吸毒和得病。但具体死于什么病?因为没有检测和治疗,大多数人根本说不清楚。据当地卫生人员介绍,这里的多发病有胃病、肝病、心脏病、妇科病以及疟疾、肺结核、艾滋病、霍乱等。因为大多数乡村彝族家庭根本没有能力支付昂贵的医疗费用,往往小病拖成大病,大病不治就亡。许多普通的常见病都会导致死亡。在死亡的1098名儿童家长中,有697人死于各种疾病。其中明确知道是死于艾滋病的只有10人,他们都是在戒毒所被检测出来后确诊,并告知其家人。这个数字显然是不准确的。因为,大多数死者死亡前后都没有检测过,有的即使检测过,其结果家人也不得而知。

    2、涉毒是儿童致孤的另一个主要原因

    在死亡的1098人中,有276人是他们明确承认的吸毒者。这个数字也不准确,因为带领我们入户调查的是乡村干部,乡民回答问题时有顾虑,有的是自己不愿意承认死亡的家人与毒品有关。这些吸毒者的死因很复杂,有的死于吸毒过量,有的死于机会性感染。我们估计其中应该有相当一部分是死于艾滋病。
    吸毒死亡者中,男性占87.22%,布拖县吸毒人群中男性多于女性,是吸毒的主体(见图三)。
    确定与毒毒品不仅夺走了许多父母宝贵而年轻的生命,吸毒使家庭经济每况愈下最终倾家荡产,而且产生大量孤儿。衰落的经济状况使得孤儿生存条件不断恶化。有些父母为满足毒瘾,不仅吸毒而且参与贩毒。在经济利益的驱动下,一些父母为牟利不惜代价从事贩毒的非法行为,因贩毒而服刑或在外逃窜,也是产生孤儿的另一重要原因。

    3、父母自杀等非正常死亡是儿童致孤的又一重要原因

    当地自杀死亡的现象比较普遍。这主要是因为毒品泛滥导致的家庭纠纷和社会冲突比较多,而彝族文化中又有“死给”的传统。人们往往通过自杀来表示愤怒、屈辱、抗议和报复。通过采用上吊和服农药等是主要的自杀方式,自杀人数约占死亡总人数的10%。

    图三父母死亡原因统计分析

    图三表明父母死亡原因依次是疾病、吸毒、不明原因和艾滋病。因病死亡的男女数基本一致,但因吸毒和不明原因而死亡的男性人数远大于女性人数,因艾滋病死亡的均为男性。

    另外,由于当地外流犯罪特别是参与贩毒的人比较多,被判处死刑或在犯罪过程中发生冲突被打死的人比较多。

    结语

    目前,河南的艾滋病致孤儿童,因为国内外媒体的报道,已经引起社会的广泛关注,慈善机构和国际组织纷纷开展救助行动,国家也在当地的艾滋病流行社区建立了许多孤儿院,初步落实了国家出台的“四免一关怀”政策。但是,在更贫穷的西部地区特别是少数民族地区,受毒品和艾滋病影响儿童的问题还没有引起政府和社会的重视,救助工作也没有全面展开,他们所面临的人道主义危机被严重忽视和否认。希望通过我们的调查,能够唤起政府和全社会的重视。
    4/13/2007

    标题: 布拖调查攻略(2005版) 转载

    布拖调查攻略(2005版)
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    布拖概况

      布拖县属四川省凉山彝族自治洲,地处大凉山腹心地带,是一个彝族聚居的高寒山区县。有彝、汉、藏、回、苗等十多个民族,彝族占总人口93%,是布拖县的主体民族。地理环境复杂,属国家级贫困县.

    这次调查主要活动地点在布拖县西溪河区的乐安乡老达村和补洛乡补特村.

    乐安乡概况
      乐安乡属西溪河区,位於布拖县东部,距离县城32公里,平均海拔在2870米。全乡有11个行政村,有7所学校,总共有在校生852人,其中女生384人。全乡几乎是100%的彝族,共6900多人,绝对贫困户占全乡的比例为30%~40%。香港互助行动( http://www.interglow.org/ )目前在老达村和莫合作村有活动,他们是乡里其中两条水、电、路皆不通的行政村。

    调查攻略

    交通:
      到布拖的交通一般要到西昌中转.所以交通就分三个部分(分别是如何到西昌\西昌到布拖及到区上\如何到孩子家里)来分别叙述

    A:西昌
      西昌在成(都)昆(明)线中部,所以到西昌一般首选铁路(不过也有成都都西昌的飞机).成都到西昌空调快车硬座票价为80元,一天有3-4趟车,时间要8个小时左右.

    B:布拖
      西昌火车站坐6路公交(晚上也营业),一元钱到市区(一般在长途汽车站站或者其前后一站下即可找到好多旅馆)
      从西昌到布拖在布拖客运东站搭车,每天从早上6:00-到下午5:00都有车,半小时一班(具体数字记不确切了,反正就是很多和全天都有车就是了),票价一人24元,时间要3个小时左右.
      返回同理,在布拖汽车站等车.

      从布拖到西溪河区上有营运班车,票价12元,车程一个多小时.在布拖汽车站坐车.西溪河区所在地为补洛乡,补特村在他们街道后面的山上.而从区上到乐安乡政府和中心校所在地有车路,但是没有班车,可以包车或者包摩托送过去,也可以步行,步行大约需要1个多小时(中间还需要趟过一条小河).

    C:实地察访
      补洛乡补特村在区上街道后面的山上,我们调查的一户家庭从区中心校步行过去大约需要15分钟.
      乐安乡老达村位于海拔较高的山上,没有车路(正在计划修中,估计明后年老达村1\2组河莫合作村可以同车路).老达村共有5组,三个自然聚居村庄(1\2组一个,4\5组一个),莫合作村有3个组,三个自然聚居村庄(1\2组一个,3组两个).建议从乐安乡上到老达1\2组,然后到莫合作村1\2组,然后到莫合作3组,然后到计划中的车路终点(两个村的中心点),然后到老达3组,然后到老达4\5组,然后从老达4\5组出发走另一条路到乡上或者直接从4\5组到区上.由于山路难走,即使在有向导的情况下一天也难以走完,所以建议根据实际情况合理安排每天行走的路线.其中每个自然村庄之间估计的行走所需要的时间如下:
    乡上到老达1\2组:2个小时左右(有一个比较难爬的陡坡)
    老达1\2组到莫合作1\2组:2个小时多(路不危险,但要翻山下沟)
    莫合作1\2组到3组A铺子:10分钟(绕过一个沟)
    莫合作3组A到3组B:5分钟
    莫合作3组到老达1\2组的几户散户:一个小时(路比较好走)
    老达1\2组几户散户到两个村的地理中心:半个小时少(路好走)
    地理中心到老达3组:5分钟
    老达3组到老达4\5组:两个小时(要翻过5-6个山坡,有几段比较险,下雨路滑)
    老达4\5组到乡上:两个小时左右(要趟过一条河,爬一个陡坡,和翻过几个山坡)
    老达4\5组到区上:两个小时左右(要趟过一条河,没有大的陡坡,不过有一个地方特别危险)
    乡上到区上:有车路没有班车,步行一个多小时,要趟过一条小河

    住宿:

      成都可以住武侯祠对面的中国青联旅行社(梦之旅),30-35一个铺位.还比较干净.
      西昌可以从火车站6路车到长途汽车站站下,住邮政宾馆或者周围的化工宾馆等.一般需要60-70一个标准间.
      布拖有菩提园宾馆(标准间80),邮政宾馆(标准间60-80).也可以住县政府院内的招待所(20元一个铺位,普通间)
      西溪河区上,好象只有政府招待所5-10元一个人.
      山上:自己带睡袋,睡农家"阁楼"上,需要防跳蚤,抗鸡鸣羊叫猪哼.

    气候:
      布拖为高海拔地区,县城8月最高温度也就20度左右.所以即使是夏天去也需要带秋衣.冬天就更要注意防寒.另外紫外线强烈,需要帽子和防晒,不然晒黑晒红事小,但造成脱皮就事大了.

    饮食:
      四川喜辣,成都小吃很出名
      山上:只有土豆和荞麦粑粑,偶尔有鸡蛋\白菜\燕麦算是美味.具体不想多说,反正就是为了维持生存,你必须有什么吃什么,不适应也得习惯了.建议上山前买些热量高得糖果\巧克力等带上山.

    语言文化:
      一般县上,区上的人能说简单汉语。村子里绝大部分不会说汉语。所以需要请翻译(如果是翻译兼向导更好),互助在当地有一些经常联系的比较合适的人选,我们可以通过他们去请个比较好的向导兼翻译。最好自己先学一些简单的彝语比较好。比如:卡莎莎(谢谢),身体娃娃(身体好),娃娃(好),您阿苏名(你叫什么名字?)。您阿苏来(你干什么去?)。啊喀(不要了、不用、我吃饱了不能再吃了)
      文化习俗上他们有许多忌讳和民族习俗。需要大家的尊重。具体内容最好到当地以后向向导(翻译)多请教。比如:不能摸小孩的头(尤其是男孩子)。不能用腿跨过火塘等等。

    旅游:
      西昌附近有卫星城,需要一天.城内有彝族奴隶博物馆.如果你有4-5天,可以去泸沽湖.成都附近可以都江堰\青城山\乐山\哦眉山其他四川得旅游地都值得一去乐,关键是看你的钱包和时间
     
     
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    概况
    布拖县概况
    全县幅员面积1685平方公里,县境内高山林立、沟壑纵横、地理环境复杂属九分高山一分沟的地貌,县境内海拔2000米以上的高寒山区占全县幅员面积的89%,立体气候灾害多,乾旱、低温、阴雨、霜冻、洪涝、泥石流、病虫害等自然灾害每年不同程度地发生。农民的人均纯收入为每年761元,属国定贫困县。布拖县城地处特木里镇,东北至西南长1670米,东南至西北宽1200米,面积1398亩,其中建筑面积450亩。县城内开通了程控电话、移动电话。县城供水、供电一应俱全,交通方便,商业较为发达,投资环境良好。县城街道主要有火把大道、嘎子街、特觉街和普提街。街道全是柏油路面,两旁植有柳杉、槐、柳、杨等风景树。

    地理位置

    布拖县位于四川省凉山彝族自治州东部,地处东经102º43'至103º03',北纬27º16'至27º55'。县城海拔2380米,周边相邻五县:北靠昭觉,从西至南以乌科、吉留秀梁子为分水岭,与普格、宁南交界,东南经西溪河、金沙江为界,与金阳县和云南省巧家县隔江相望。因地处布拖坝子(俗称吉拉布特觉谷)而得名。

    地形地貌

    境内地势西北高东南低,从西北向东南形成倾斜面,山脉纵横小溪交错,最高海拔有3891米的阿布泽鲁山,最低海拔是540米的三江汇合处,80%的起伏山地,海拔均在2000米以上,地势较平的有布拖、西溪河、拖觉三大坝子,地形以中山和山原为主。

    面积人口

    布拖县幅员面积1685平方公里,总人口14万人,以彝族为主,另有汉、苗、回等族。

    行政区划

    布拖县于1955年建置,1962年复置。全县5个片区,辖3个镇27个乡,189个行政村,1008个村民小组,其中,彝族人口占总人口的94%,有汉、壮、白、苗、藏、回、蒙、京等13个民族。县人民政府驻特木里镇。

    气候
    高寒地区,立体气候灾害多
    住宿
    县城里有宾馆和私营旅馆;县委、政府有招待所。火把节期间住宿较紧,可提前联系。乡镇也有招待所、旅馆。

    普提园宾馆 地址:布拖普提上街。电话:8531701,联系人:俄底里呷 收费标准(带空调):一楼单间80元,双人间80元,二楼单人间100元,双人间100元,可接待22人。

    布拖宾馆 地址:普提下街。电话:8532503 收费标准:2人间60—90元,3人间60—90元,单人间80—90元。

    政府招待所 收费标准:2人间10元,单人间20元,3人间5元。

    邮电招待所 地址:普提下街8号。电话:8532150,联系人:刘大英 收费标准:豪华间70元,2人间60元,3人间75元,4人间60元。
    交通
    川滇民族生态旅游大环线
    进入四川——成都——西昌、邛海或卫星发射基地——布拖补莫湿地自然保护区——金沙江大峡谷——巧家——昆明——离开云南。
    进入云南昆明——巧家——金沙江大峡谷——布拖百万白杨基地、布拖彝族阿都火把节或彝族年、补莫湿地自然保护区、乌科高原万亩索玛花海——普格——西昌——成都——离开四川。
    昆明——丽江——泸沽湖——西昌——布拖——雷波——云南永善或四川宜宾。

    川西南民族风情、生态旅游大环线
    成都方向
    成都——乐山——西昌——布拖(补莫湿地自然保护区、金沙江大峡谷)——雷波——宜宾——成都。
    昆明方向
    昆明——巧家——布拖——西昌——泸沽湖
    北京、上海、江苏、浙江、广洲及港、澳、台等地区
    (飞机到)西昌——布拖——昭觉——美姑——雷波——成都(火车、飞机返回)。
    成都——乐山——峨边——美姑大风顶——雷波——金沙江大峡谷——布拖——普格——西昌。
    成都——宜宾——雷波——金沙江大峡谷——布拖——西昌

    两日游:
    第一天早从普格出发,观光乌科高原索玛花海;下午,到县城住布拖宾馆,参观民族建筑、游民族风情一条街;晚上观看民间文艺表演。
    第二天,上午,参观彝族阿都文物展览馆;中午,观看彝族阿都火把节传统项目表演;晚上,参加“火把狂欢夜”;第三天早上离开。

    三日游:
    到布拖住布拖宾馆,第一天上午观乌科高原索玛花海,参加民族传统项目骑马高原游;中午就地野餐,返回县城逛民族风情步行街,参观阿都彝族文物展览馆;晚餐(彝族传统餐——砣砣肉、酸菜汤),晚上,民族风情园观看表演。
    第二天:早上乘车赴西溪河乐安观光补莫湿地自然保护区,中午,就近午餐;晚上住彝族村寨,领略民族风情,朵洛荷、扯格舞,看毕摩、苏尼表演。
    第三天:早上从西溪河乐安补莫湿地自然保护区返回县城,观看彝族阿都传统火把节项目:斗牛、斗羊、斗鸡、赛马、爬杆、摔跤、选美等活动,午饭后离开布拖。

    五日游:
    到布拖住布拖宾馆,第一天早上从县城出发到衣某,观民间传统火把节;下午返回到西溪河,住彝家村寨。
    第二天,早上游乐安补莫湿地自然保护区;下午,返回县城,观彝族阿都文物展览馆;晚上,观看彝族民间文艺表演。
    第三天,上午出发到拖觉,参加传统火把节,主要项目斗牛、赛马、选美、朵洛荷、民族服饰;晚上,住彝族村寨,品彝族餐,参加原始古朴的民间“打火把”游戏。
    第四天,上午从拖觉回县城,参观现代彝族建筑,游阿都民族风情一条街,购纪念品;中午,参加规模盛大的县火把广场活动;晚上,参加火把狂欢夜,阿都风情小吃一条街。
    第五天,上午,从县城出发,金沙江大峡谷探险游,住白石滩,次日早离开布拖。
    美食
    布拖县城主要餐馆茶园推荐:

    执玛格尼餐厅 地址:普提上街。电话:8531029,联系人:罗杰明 特色菜品:富贵金肘、山椒仔鸡、麻花猪尾 收费标准:每人每天收费25元,一次可接待60人。

    回归园餐馆 地址:嘎子街,电话:8533314,联系人:陈三 特色菜品:砣砣肉、青炖羊肉、油炸猪、回锅鸡、酸菜鸡、辣仔小猪 收费标准:每人每天收费25元,一次可接待120人。

    农行餐厅 地址:普提下街农行内,联系人:且沙拉此;电话:8531327 特色菜:豆花鱼、重庆辣仔鸡、干煸肥肠 收费标准:每人每天20元,一次可接待120人。

    政府餐厅 地址:普提下街政府内, 联系人:曲林 特色菜品:乌洋芋、荞粑、砣砣肉、牛肉、酸菜鸡 收费标准:每人每天20元,一次可接待250人。

    县委餐厅 地址:普提下街县委内 联系人:俄底拉日 特色菜品:乌洋芋、荞粑、猪、羊、牛砣砣肉 收费标准:每人每天20元,一次可接待250人。

    执玛格尼茶房 地址:普格上街,电话:8531029;联系人:罗杰明 收费标准:每天20元包间费,茶5—10元/杯

    回归园茶房 地址:嘎子街:联系人:陈三;电话:8533314 包间费每时段40元(6小时)(包括小吃、10杯茶)。



     
    4/11/2007

    小波

     

    我选了八卦的tag,心中暗祷,王小波先生不要见怪,好在著名的八卦周刊《三联生活周刊》也在策划纪念王小波,这个tag也不算空穴来风了。其实,今天,他一定忙不过来,这么多八竿子打不到的人争先恐后纪念他,他可能就觉着烦了。事情就是这样的。我连王粉儿也算不上,又想凑凑热闹,只好转他本人的文章。

     

    一只特立独行的猪

      新华网 ( 2003-04-1109:36:42 ) 稿件来源: 新华网
     

    文/王小波

      插队的时候,我喂过猪、也放过牛。假如没有人来管,这两种动物也完全知道该怎样生活。它们会自由自在地闲逛,饥则食渴则饮,春天来临时还要谈谈爱情;这样一来,它们的生活层次很低,完全乏善可陈。人来了以后,给它们的生活做出了安排:每一头牛和每一口猪的生活都有了主题。就它们中的大多数而言,这种生活主题是很悲惨的:前者的主题是干活,后者的主题是长肉。我不认为这有什么可抱怨的,因为我当时的生活也不见得丰富了多少,除了八个样板戏,也没有什么消遣。有极少数的猪和牛,它们的生活另有安排。以猪为例,种猪和母猪除了吃,还有别的事可干。就我所见,它们对这些安排也不大喜欢。种猪的任务是交配,换言之,我们的政策准许它当个花花公子。但是疲惫的种猪往往摆出一种肉猪(肉猪是阉过的)才有的正人君子架势,死活不肯跳到母猪背上去。母猪的任务是生崽儿,但有些母猪却要把猪崽儿吃掉。总的来说,人的安排使猪痛苦不堪。但它们还是接受了:猪总是猪啊。

      对生活做种种设置是人特有的品性。不光是设置动物,也设置自己。我们知道,在古希腊有个斯巴达,那里的生活被设置得了无生趣,其目的就是要使男人成为亡命战士,使女人成为生育机器,前者像些斗鸡,后者像些母猪。这两类动物是很特别的,但我以为,它们肯定不喜欢自己的生活。但不喜欢又能怎么样?人也好,动物也罢,都很难改变自己的命运。

      以下谈到的一只猪有些与众不同。我喂猪时,它已经有四五岁了,从名分上说,它是肉猪,但长得又黑又瘦,两眼炯炯有光。这家伙像山羊一样敏捷,一米高的猪栏一跳就过;它还能跳上猪圈的房顶,这一点又像是猫——所以它总是到处游逛,根本就不在圈里呆着。所有喂过猪的知青都把它当宠儿来对待,它也是我的宠儿——因为它只对知青好,容许他们走到三米之内,要是别的人,它早就跑了。它是公的,原本该劁掉。不过你去试试看,哪怕你把劁猪刀藏在身后,它也能嗅出来,朝你瞪大眼睛,噢噢地吼起来。我总是用细米糠熬的粥喂它,等它吃够了以后,才把糠对到野草里喂别的猪。其他猪看了嫉妒,一起嚷起来。这时候整个猪场一片鬼哭狼嚎,但我和它都不在乎。吃饱了以后,它就跳上房顶去晒太阳,或者模仿各种声音。它会学汽车响、拖拉机响,学得都很像;有时整天不见踪影,我估计它到附近的村寨里找母猪去了。我们这里也有母猪,都关在圈里,被过度的生育搞得走了形,又脏又臭,它对它们不感兴趣;村寨里的母猪好看一些。它有很多精彩的事迹,但我喂猪的时间短,知道得有限,索性就不写了。总而言之,所有喂过猪的知青都喜欢它,喜欢它特立独行的派头儿,还说它活得潇洒。但老乡们就不这么浪漫,他们说,这猪不正经。领导则痛恨它,这一点以后还要谈到。我对它则不止是喜欢——我尊敬它,常常不顾自己虚长十几岁这一现实,把它叫做“猪兄”。如前所述,这位猪兄会模仿各种声音。我想它也学过人说话,但没有学会——假如学会了,我们就可以做倾心之谈。但这不能怪它。人和猪的音色差得太远了。

      后来,猪兄学会了汽笛叫,这个本领给它招来了麻烦。我们那里有座糖厂,中午要鸣一次汽笛,让工人换班。我们队下地干活时,听见这次汽笛响就收工回来。我的猪兄每天上午十点钟总要跳到房上学汽笛,地里的人听见它叫就回来——这可比糖厂鸣笛早了一个半小时。坦白地说,这不能全怪猪兄,它毕竟不是锅炉,叫起来和汽笛还有些区别,但老乡们却硬说听不出来。领导上因此开了一个会,把它定成了破坏春耕的坏分子,要对它采取专政手段——会议的精神我已经知道了,但我不为它担忧——因为假如专政是指绳索和杀猪刀的话,那是一点门都没有的。以前的领导也不是没试过,一百人也这不住它。狗也没用:猪兄跑起来像颗鱼雷,能把狗撞出一丈开外。谁知这回是动了真格的,指导员带了二十几个人,手拿五四式手枪;副指导员带了十几人,手持看青的火枪,分两路在猪场外的空地上兜捕它。这就使我陷入了内心的矛盾:按我和它的交情,我该舞起两把杀猪刀冲出去,和它并肩战斗,但我又觉得这样做太过惊世骇俗——它毕竟是只猪啊;还有一个理由,我不敢对抗领导,我怀疑这才是问题之所在。总之,我在一边看着。猪兄的镇定使我佩服之极:它很冷静地躲在手枪和火枪的连线之内,任凭人喊狗咬,不离那条线。这样,拿手枪的人开火就会把拿火枪的打死,反之亦然;两头同时开火,两头都会被打死。至于它,因为目标小,多半没事。就这样连兜了几个圈子,它找到了一个空子,一头撞出去了;跑得潇洒之极。以后我在甘蔗地里还见过它一次,它长出了獠牙,还认识我,但已不容我走近了。这种冷淡使我痛心,但我也赞成它对心怀叵测的人保持距离。

      我已经四十岁了,除了这只猪,还没见过谁敢于如此无视对生活的设置。相反,我倒见过很多想要设置别人生活的人,还有对被设置的生活安之若素的人。因为这个原故,我一直怀念这只特立独行的猪。

    (摘自《我的精神家园》文化艺术出版社,1997年)

    4/10/2007

    如果你不是你,而我也不是我

    在这个据说是一年中最残忍的四月,如果你不是你,我也不是我,不知我们各自会有怎样的际遇。
    但,你是你,我是我,这就注定了,我们都会以自己习惯的坚定姿态行走。极目,繁花迷人,沾衣而逝,我们走过。
    “时光愉悦地过去了。”
    期待明天,如婴孩般惊异而惶惑。
    4/9/2007

    高情已逐晓云空,不与梨花同梦

    • 周末参加一超级休闲腐败游,已我绿野1.0稍逊的程度,竟然非常轻易滴成了收队……

    不过收获可不少,包揽木兰园中的二乔玉兰,一片片冰丽的花瓣,极力伸展,向上向外,几欲飞离花萼,原来白色温文的花木,也可以表达强烈的生机。无法言表,“怒放”二字仍难以尽态极妍。

    梅园中有沁人香花,萼朱红丹赤,花白如羊脂。娇柔娇弱娇媚娇美皎洁,如何形容?“高情已逐晓云空,不与梨花同梦。”

     

     

    4/6/2007

    ZT

    ZT不是转帖,是折腾。我TMD突然自曝隐私,就当自己发烧了,梦游哪。
     
    某周末想飞上海喝酒,未能成行,心有不甘。开始在满北京城瞎折腾。总不过是定不下心,做不了事,或者又是没做事,因此心不定。
    从最初懵懂的感情、各个阶段升学就业、与男人女人们交往,凡此等等可以将来想起来得意或愧悔的事儿,都出于骨子里的寂寞。
    说白了,一站我爹妈家那盏老式落地台灯前,看见米黄老旧、现在已经被灯光照得没色的灯罩,就揪心,一阵子一阵子打摆子,重新陷入小时候的怪情绪:“怎么才能跟这些物什不一样”。这是强迫症吧?
    还有息壤的怪梦[在况大空间里不停追索,永远得不到]、一挨枕头就有无名恐惧的怪习惯,都是折腾的动力,或者说,就为了逃避这些稀奇古怪的东西[学一新词:“内心现实”——不会是给自己无病呻吟找到借口了吧?],它们似乎不应该出现在我这样也算没受什么挫折、家教森严但备受隔离的苍白人生中。